::trick or treat

I know.


I know she doesn't.


I think despite my efforts, it really is futile. 


She smiles, she is polite, she does all right.


The two second look in her eyes, every time he looks at me, every touch he makes and I feel it.I see it.


Does he see?


Is it just me?


Can I be imagining this?


 Be calm. Be giving and everything kind to your neigbours,friends, family and even ones that will not return the favor. I feel compelled to try harder. 


She is home.


I hear the garage door roll shut. I must go.Perhaps I am paranoid.This would not be a first.


But yes, she does not like me.


Not one bit.Or perhaps she does. 


Ya allah. Give me strength.~I hope he doesnt stay too long tonight.